Hmmm, this is a tough one. I'm very much of the mindset that I am what I am and there's not much I can do to change that so I might as well embrace it. I don't spend a lot of time dwelling on my physical imperfections and in terms of my personality, I try to be the best person I can be. I know I'm not perfect, but I think I'm a good person and like who I am for the most part.
If I'm going to nitpick, I guess physically I know that I have kind of a funny nose. I definitely don't spend tons of time worrying about it or anything but I know it's a little beak-ish and out there ;) The thought of a nose job is completely terrifying, and I don't want to change what I look like (Jennifer Gray anyone??), so it's not something I've ever really considered. It's my nose and it makes me me.
|It helps to hold a cute puppy to distract from the schnoz... ;)|
I also have a nervous laugh, which is obviously not something I can take a picture of (I know, I really need to do a VLOG!), but it's something I can be a little self conscious about. I tend to say something and then do a little "hehe" after I say them. My friend Gibson does impressions of everyone and that was his impression of me- to basically say a sentence and then do the little laugh after. It's really not even a conscious thing, I just do it without even thinking about it!
I'm also a little self conscious about my house. I tend to really over think having people over because:
A) I'm messy and kind of disorganized, so I usually have to do A LOT of cleaning to make my house presentable.
B) I don't think I'm that good at decorating. I don't really have a creative eye and 95% of the walls in my house are still white. I am missing the house decorating gene...
Along those lines, I guess I can be insecure about what I'm wearing sometimes. I don't feel like I'm very trendy or stylish. You know those friends you have that always look so great and put together every time you see them and you wish you were wearing what they have on? That's not me! Most of the time I just try to get out of the house and not look like a frumpy mess. I think I usually fairly put together, but I'm kind of a boring dresser. I stick to basics and don't take many fashion risks. Put it this way, you would lose count if you tried to figure out the number of black and gray articles of clothing I own.
|Ah yes, black and gray again, with a touch of pink this time!|
So there you have it. A list of some of my insecurities! What are yours?